Cause tiny puppies are hard work!!!
Lol... Today I had to watch Wenry most of the day. It was ok... but she's high maintenance because she is so little, she eats everything she finds, and she's not house trained... (as I mentioned in the last blog.) So yeah... I'm tired now XP .... I hope kids aren't like this.... they're worse though I think. lol. I don't wanna have kids then!!!
I kid, I kid. X] I still want to have kids either way... it just makes me more weary. =P
Btw... no phone... go figure. I SHOULD be getting it tomorrow... but we'll see.
I should be getting my diploma from school tomorrow plus my graduation photo's... which I'm looking forward too. ^^ Hopefully all of them turned out ok though. Lastly... I'm going to be hanging out with Matt, which I really look forward too. =] He's a cool friend of mine. He's like my insane little brother XP Lol. He's very sweet though and I haven't hung out with him... since I think last year! That's not good =/ So yeah... If things go as planned tomorrow should be a good day.
Well... *yawn* I'm tired. I'm going to write more tomorrow.
ChibiSukie signing out!
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Blog 30: Faux Pas...
.... I finally learned how to spell it! =D
Stupid french... lol. Seriously though... I couldn't figure it out and I never remembered to look it up until I read it in a book today XP
Life has been ok. Still kind of depressed because of recent/stressful events =/ and still don't have a phone >=/ I was even worse the past two days though, but my misadventures with Will and a couple new shirts plus book made me feel a bit better. So today I felt ok. ^^ Oh! Also Mom brought home a puppy! =D She saw a woman and her kid selling her for cheap on the side of the rode and Mom thought she was to cute so she got her. I think she's a shitzpoo (sp), but no one else thinks that... We definitely know though that she is part shitzu. She's cuuuute! <3 But gosh does she have an attitude. She's like a prima donna. lol. Sometimes it makes her even more adorable... others... it irks me a tad. XP We have to keep her in the house though, cause that's just the picky thing about her breed (which btw means if everyone dies from allergies because of her we're going to have to find her a new home =[)plus she's only seven weeks old. She's also not housed trained... which isn't fun... Joseph especially found out that goodness out on our way home from the vet's today when she was on his lap. XD It was funny as heck! Lol... Anywho... I should be getting my phone tomorrow morning... but we'll see... other than that life is going to be slow for now, unless something fun happens tomorrow... which I hope. =] I need my summer to pick up... I think it will though. I just have to get through certain things first.
Well... I'm going to get going. Because A) I'm really tired. B) I have to put my sheets on my bed, cause I had to wash them after I was stupid enough to put "precious" on my bed for 2 seconds... -_-' C) I want to get up at a decent time tomorrow so I can get my phone sooner =D ... Unless my Mom isn't home from her friends house yet... Crap... didn't think of that... Yeah... We'll definitely see about that phone then... Goodnight!
ChibiSukie signing out!
P.S.
I think I forgot to mention... the puppies name is Wenry. ^^ (Though Fay or Jessica would probably fit her personality more =P)
Stupid french... lol. Seriously though... I couldn't figure it out and I never remembered to look it up until I read it in a book today XP
Life has been ok. Still kind of depressed because of recent/stressful events =/ and still don't have a phone >=/ I was even worse the past two days though, but my misadventures with Will and a couple new shirts plus book made me feel a bit better. So today I felt ok. ^^ Oh! Also Mom brought home a puppy! =D She saw a woman and her kid selling her for cheap on the side of the rode and Mom thought she was to cute so she got her. I think she's a shitzpoo (sp), but no one else thinks that... We definitely know though that she is part shitzu. She's cuuuute! <3 But gosh does she have an attitude. She's like a prima donna. lol. Sometimes it makes her even more adorable... others... it irks me a tad. XP We have to keep her in the house though, cause that's just the picky thing about her breed (which btw means if everyone dies from allergies because of her we're going to have to find her a new home =[)plus she's only seven weeks old. She's also not housed trained... which isn't fun... Joseph especially found out that goodness out on our way home from the vet's today when she was on his lap. XD It was funny as heck! Lol... Anywho... I should be getting my phone tomorrow morning... but we'll see... other than that life is going to be slow for now, unless something fun happens tomorrow... which I hope. =] I need my summer to pick up... I think it will though. I just have to get through certain things first.
Well... I'm going to get going. Because A) I'm really tired. B) I have to put my sheets on my bed, cause I had to wash them after I was stupid enough to put "precious" on my bed for 2 seconds... -_-' C) I want to get up at a decent time tomorrow so I can get my phone sooner =D ... Unless my Mom isn't home from her friends house yet... Crap... didn't think of that... Yeah... We'll definitely see about that phone then... Goodnight!
ChibiSukie signing out!
P.S.
I think I forgot to mention... the puppies name is Wenry. ^^ (Though Fay or Jessica would probably fit her personality more =P)
Friday, June 11, 2010
Blog 29: Gibber Gabber
Hello ~
So... I'm doing better than I was last week... obviously. I found my answer about William... we're staying together. I'm not sure if we'll last... =[ but I'm going to try my best to get over things and become strong again so long as he does his. If our best works out... we'll stay together. If not... I guess were not meant for each other. I also realized this is my life. I can continue or back away from anything I start. I'm not trapped unless I choose to be. Now... I can look like a heartless jerk in certain situations if I choose to back out though... especially when I said I wouldn't and I do for no reason... but I'm not like that and wouldn't do it... so I think I'll be okie dokie. =]
I'm hoping to get a cell phone today (since my previous phone got shut off by mistake by my mother...) It's only been a little over a month without one. T-T It wouldn't be so bad, but after my phone gave out I realized none of our house phones work... So basically I've been stuck without a phone period for that long. Last week I got my Mom's old "pay as you go" phone, which at first I thought was cool. They charge you 25 cents per minute and 20 cents per text though!!! You know how quickly that adds up if you don't pay attention?!?!? -_-' It's a total rip off. I shouldn't be without a phone for this long to begin with though... My mom ordered the phone three times from the company and they never sent it! Finally she just canceled it and we're going to a store to buy one. I can't believe them though. They have awful service and they are beginning to frustrate me beyond belief.
SCREW YOU AT&T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sigh* Ok... I feel better now. Hahaha.... XD Whenever I move out though or my parents decide to switch phone companies I want Verizon. The whole "can't receive texts or calls while surfing the web" thing does suck.... but at this point... it's worth the better service. Plus I don't usually get online with my phone anyway... unless I need to.
So yeah... other than that life is a bit boring right now. It's summer!!! And I'm no longer a high school student!!! =D but other than that nothing really. I wanted to make this summer the best out of all of them. To get together with all of my friends and have fun, spend lots of time with Will since this is our last summer together until he leaves for basic, go to the beach A LOT, go to Marine World, get my drivers permit, and generally have the time of my life. So far though... it's been drama filled and me sitting on my butt doing nothing. I have gone to the beach with friends =] but I also want to go there during the day too... no matter how fun it is to try and find drift wood to burn in the middle of the night and stubbing your toes on it cause you can't see X]I've really started to realize since last year that life moves by fast. Opportunities and good times fly by like shooting stars. I want to look back on my life 20... 30 years from now and not regret missing out on anything. I want to have fun and happy memories. Things that way out all the crap of life ten fold. I want to smile and laugh when I tell my great-grandchildren about my "crazy youth". XD I think I'm starting to talk and think like an old person... lol. It's just I know life's not all fun and games and times like these won't happen all the time. So when I can... I'm going to take complete advantage of them. I'm going to live life to the fullest!!!... not stupidly... yeah. Summer's just started though... so I'm not to worried about breaking my streak of nothingness X] Either way I'm sure this summer will be amazing.
Well... enough gibber gabber from little old me. XP I'm going to find me a snackers. ^^
<3
ChibiSukie signing out!
So... I'm doing better than I was last week... obviously. I found my answer about William... we're staying together. I'm not sure if we'll last... =[ but I'm going to try my best to get over things and become strong again so long as he does his. If our best works out... we'll stay together. If not... I guess were not meant for each other. I also realized this is my life. I can continue or back away from anything I start. I'm not trapped unless I choose to be. Now... I can look like a heartless jerk in certain situations if I choose to back out though... especially when I said I wouldn't and I do for no reason... but I'm not like that and wouldn't do it... so I think I'll be okie dokie. =]
I'm hoping to get a cell phone today (since my previous phone got shut off by mistake by my mother...) It's only been a little over a month without one. T-T It wouldn't be so bad, but after my phone gave out I realized none of our house phones work... So basically I've been stuck without a phone period for that long. Last week I got my Mom's old "pay as you go" phone, which at first I thought was cool. They charge you 25 cents per minute and 20 cents per text though!!! You know how quickly that adds up if you don't pay attention?!?!? -_-' It's a total rip off. I shouldn't be without a phone for this long to begin with though... My mom ordered the phone three times from the company and they never sent it! Finally she just canceled it and we're going to a store to buy one. I can't believe them though. They have awful service and they are beginning to frustrate me beyond belief.
SCREW YOU AT&T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sigh* Ok... I feel better now. Hahaha.... XD Whenever I move out though or my parents decide to switch phone companies I want Verizon. The whole "can't receive texts or calls while surfing the web" thing does suck.... but at this point... it's worth the better service. Plus I don't usually get online with my phone anyway... unless I need to.
So yeah... other than that life is a bit boring right now. It's summer!!! And I'm no longer a high school student!!! =D but other than that nothing really. I wanted to make this summer the best out of all of them. To get together with all of my friends and have fun, spend lots of time with Will since this is our last summer together until he leaves for basic, go to the beach A LOT, go to Marine World, get my drivers permit, and generally have the time of my life. So far though... it's been drama filled and me sitting on my butt doing nothing. I have gone to the beach with friends =] but I also want to go there during the day too... no matter how fun it is to try and find drift wood to burn in the middle of the night and stubbing your toes on it cause you can't see X]I've really started to realize since last year that life moves by fast. Opportunities and good times fly by like shooting stars. I want to look back on my life 20... 30 years from now and not regret missing out on anything. I want to have fun and happy memories. Things that way out all the crap of life ten fold. I want to smile and laugh when I tell my great-grandchildren about my "crazy youth". XD I think I'm starting to talk and think like an old person... lol. It's just I know life's not all fun and games and times like these won't happen all the time. So when I can... I'm going to take complete advantage of them. I'm going to live life to the fullest!!!... not stupidly... yeah. Summer's just started though... so I'm not to worried about breaking my streak of nothingness X] Either way I'm sure this summer will be amazing.
Well... enough gibber gabber from little old me. XP I'm going to find me a snackers. ^^
<3
ChibiSukie signing out!
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Blog 28: Life Goes On
... and so I sit here eating chocolate.
Haha... XD
I feel better today. Though I still don't have an answer. I'm hoping to figure things out tonight or tomorrow. We'll just have to wait and see though. ><
I don't really have much to say cause my life is pretty boring at the moment... It's either I don't want to talk about it, or there is nothing to talk about. So yeah... life goes on. Yay... If anything fascinating happens I'll write again tonight.
Other than that,
ChibiSukie signing out.
Haha... XD
I feel better today. Though I still don't have an answer. I'm hoping to figure things out tonight or tomorrow. We'll just have to wait and see though. ><
I don't really have much to say cause my life is pretty boring at the moment... It's either I don't want to talk about it, or there is nothing to talk about. So yeah... life goes on. Yay... If anything fascinating happens I'll write again tonight.
Other than that,
ChibiSukie signing out.
Friday, June 4, 2010
Blog 27: Completely Hopeless
Oi
So I have to be quick because I'm getting ready for Sober Grad tonight. I'll write a longer one tomorrow. So life goes on as normal except for one thing. Will and I. I don't want to get into any details of the situation, but we are basically at breaking point. Which is hard for both of us, but my problem with it is that I've been hurt and I have to make the choice. I have to choose whether we stay together or go our separate ways... I DON'T WANT THAT CHOICE! T-T I love him... I really do. He's everything to me. Not trying to say my friends aren't or anything but yeah. My brain has been telling me to run though... It's the logical thing to do, everything else about me wants me to stay though. Basically I'm two sides right now trying to figure this out. Gosh... at this rate I'm going to develop multiple personalities... Which would be kind of cool in a way, but I know that can cause a lot of crap... crap you don't want to have happen.... ANYWHO! I don't know what to do anymore. I'm stuck with a life changing choice that I don't want to make and I'm scared. Scared to pieces... I'm scared I'll make the wrong choice. By making that wrong choice I'll screw myself over even more. And again... I love him. I don't want to hurt him... but I have to make this choice for me. He wants us to still be together and he says that he will do everything in his power to make things right, but will that be enough? Will it someday be ok again? Will I be able to be the same? I don't know. And I have to make all these choices with what if's! I also have to make this choice by Monday... I'm thinking only two options. A) We stay together, but he's on trial. If he makes one more mistake were done. B) We break up and still be friends ( I couldn't never talk to him again! He would still have to be in my life somehow. *sigh* In most ways he's perfect... others he's a complete freaking nightmare. -_- So yeah. I'm lost dazed and confused. I'm completely hopeless in this situation. It helped to rant about it though. grrrr... *sigh* Well... I've gtg.
ChibiSukie signing out!
So I have to be quick because I'm getting ready for Sober Grad tonight. I'll write a longer one tomorrow. So life goes on as normal except for one thing. Will and I. I don't want to get into any details of the situation, but we are basically at breaking point. Which is hard for both of us, but my problem with it is that I've been hurt and I have to make the choice. I have to choose whether we stay together or go our separate ways... I DON'T WANT THAT CHOICE! T-T I love him... I really do. He's everything to me. Not trying to say my friends aren't or anything but yeah. My brain has been telling me to run though... It's the logical thing to do, everything else about me wants me to stay though. Basically I'm two sides right now trying to figure this out. Gosh... at this rate I'm going to develop multiple personalities... Which would be kind of cool in a way, but I know that can cause a lot of crap... crap you don't want to have happen.... ANYWHO! I don't know what to do anymore. I'm stuck with a life changing choice that I don't want to make and I'm scared. Scared to pieces... I'm scared I'll make the wrong choice. By making that wrong choice I'll screw myself over even more. And again... I love him. I don't want to hurt him... but I have to make this choice for me. He wants us to still be together and he says that he will do everything in his power to make things right, but will that be enough? Will it someday be ok again? Will I be able to be the same? I don't know. And I have to make all these choices with what if's! I also have to make this choice by Monday... I'm thinking only two options. A) We stay together, but he's on trial. If he makes one more mistake were done. B) We break up and still be friends ( I couldn't never talk to him again! He would still have to be in my life somehow. *sigh* In most ways he's perfect... others he's a complete freaking nightmare. -_- So yeah. I'm lost dazed and confused. I'm completely hopeless in this situation. It helped to rant about it though. grrrr... *sigh* Well... I've gtg.
ChibiSukie signing out!
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