Hello
This ones going to be a short entry. I was trying to think of a way to stay awake because Will's going to be here in a half hour or so and suddenly I had the urge to write. So yeah. =] I'm graduating tomorrow. It's exciting, yet scary in a way. Exciting... cause heck. HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION!!! I don't HAVE to go to school anymore! =D (I'm still going to of course -_-, but I don't HAVE to) Scary cause I'm like... sort of a sudo adult now. The choices I make from here on out are going to affect my entire life. I can't rely on my parents to make my decisions anymore (nor do I want to) I'm building my own life from here on out. That's whats exciting about it too in way. I'm afraid of screwing up. Well... I don't have any MAJOR choices to make yet. I'm going to collage... and I'm not in a hurry to get a career or anything, so I'm going to take my time with general ed. for now. My parents are going to pay for it and they're not going to just kick me out when I turn eighteen or anything... So no worries there. I'm more worried about decisions I'm going to have to make six months from now...a year from now... I don't want to be rash... which I have a tendency of doing sometimes =P I want to be sure of ever decision I make... which I'm afraid I won't be... I guess I'll just have to hope and see. As long as I keep a cool head and think things through I think I'll be ok. I'm also happy about it though. About my future and everything. I want to know how everyone will be in five, ten years; especially myself. How will I change? Will I change? Will I still be acting like a seventeen-year-old girl when I'm thirty? XP Will I be married? Will I have kids? If so, how many? I feel like I just finished reading the first book of a series and that I'm waiting anxiously for the sequel. My life as a book... Haha! That would possibly be interesting... but probably be pretty boring. X]
Well... I've gtg. William came in and surprised me. XD
ChibiSukie signing out!
Thursday, May 27, 2010
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