Blog 16: -_-' I use this face WAY to often.

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I need to get better at this... and not stay up so late on a school night! -_-' Nothing can be done I guess... So today I just slept a lot again... I must be really exhausted... Of course my schedule is all screwed up now. I fall asleep eventually around 4am then get up between 9-11am then sleep for another 3-5 hours around the late afternoon/evening so then I can't sleep at night... and I wonder why... -_-' I need to get my sleep schedule corrected. So the parts that I was up for... pretty much sucked actually... except for tonight when I was talking to my friends :)I would get into what sucked, but I'm REALLY not in the mood. So ya... I'm happyish at the moment and I'm going to try and stay that way. I have an audition tomorrow... -_- I just remembered again... As you can tell I'm sure I keep forgetting about it. I'm trying out at my community theater for Charlotte's Web around 4:30. I'm excited to be getting back into acting, but I'm still nervous about the audition... I would like a part. I know it's going to be a kids play, but the theater must go on!! Plus I have fun with it either way.:) Trust me... after being a clown for the Velveteen Rabbit nothing seems that ridiculous or kidish... I've been cured from that fear long ago.... lol. Well... Oh! One thing! I started kind of flirting with this guy on IM tonight... I really don't usually flirt and I wasn't saying anything pervy, but I just found myself doing it with this guy... He's really sweet and cool, but I have no idea how I actually feel about him... Like bf/gf going out type thing.... I'm not sure if I'm even ready for a relationship... -_-' but if ever I'm in the market for sure again he could be on my list ;)lol. Like I said though idk. I still have thoughts of other people running through my head... Not that I think he likes anymore and I'm not sure I do either.... He probably doesn't even remember me that well, but I just want to talk to and see him again. I miss him. :( Even if it's just as a friend. Well now I am extremely tired so I'm going to go to bed. Nighty night! ChibiSukie signing out!