Blog 20:.....

Hi.....


I finally have time to blog.... Yay....... I'm not happy... :( I liked my nights being taken away.... As much as I like blogging there is something a thousand times greater which I was doing.... Oh btw I can tell you what the "AMAZINGLY GREAT" thing is. I fell in love. And he loved me back. Now were bf and gf!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOT!!!!!!!! it's not the "he" I was talking about. His name is William Underwood. That is a really cool name isn't it? lol... sorry back to subject. So.... We started going out officially 3 days ago. Sense then I've been in heaven.... *sighs* Except for the wait from early in the morning to after 9pm. It's almost unbearable to not talk to him all day!! :( And that's why I have time right now, cause I'm not talking to him.... more like I can't... I don't know what happened or if everything is all right, but he can't talk to anyone right now. I'm really scared. I really hope nothing really bad happened and that hopefully he will be able to talk soon. Until then all I have to do is wait patiently.... Waiting.... Waiting..... ARGGGGG!!! I can't take it anymore!!! T-T I want to talk to him and tell him that I love him and I want to hear it back! I also really want to know that ever things ok!! I'm worried sick!!! :( The longer I have to wait though it doesn't make me angry or makes me want to leave him or anything... it just makes me want him more and more! He lives 100 miles away from me and the only thing keeping us together is gone!!!!!!!! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! T-T I know I'm being a big baby.... especially sense it's only been 13 hours sense I last talked to him.... but still. I don't know when I can talk to him again!!! And for all I know he could have lost his foot or something!!!!!!!! Right now I guess I'm beginning to understand what a couple of my friends are going through right now... I'm sorry guys!! This really sucks!!! T-T All I can do is hope and pray that we can talk again soon... but other then that I'm going to have to deal with it... I'll wait for him though. I could wait forever if I had to. No matter how hard it would be.... *sigh* :( Well I'm going to go now. Bye. ChibiSukie signing out.....