Friday, January 16, 2009

Blog 18:....... Pancakes!!!!

........Grrr.... you know what? I'm not going to even fume about this again. You know that I'm late and missed a couple of days... yet AGAIN.... so I'm just going to drop it.
SO HI!!!!!!!!!! =D I'M REALLY A SUPER HAPPY GIRL TODAY!!!!! (if you couldn't tell...lol) I had to babysit for a really long time today and I am exhausted, but other then that I'm as happy as a monkey with a truck full of bananas! (???????.... not really) but no seriously.... I'm in a pretty giddy mood at the moment. So for the Charlotte's Web tryouts I got a call back =) Last night I auditioned again, but this time with a lot of different people. I think she's (director) thinking of me as either the sheep or Charlotte... I think I'm going to get the sheep though... She really loved my old sheep voice... which I thought I was over doing a bit... but hey... I guess that's what acting is about. So I'll give what the people want. I'll be getting a call next week if I got in. I'm looking forward to knowing... yet a bit nervous... I hope I did get a part.... Off to a different subject... I don't think I like him like that as I thought I did. Even after the dreams and stuff.... I think I was still in love with the memory of him once upon a time... but maybe not with the person anymore... Honestly... At times it's hard for me to even picture his face... At all.... I feel really bad about it, but I can't control it... So... I think I'm going to get back into contact with him again either way, but I don't think there is going to be anything between us... So ya.... Oh!!!! the MOST TOTALLY AWESOME, COOL, UNTHINKABLE, EXHILARATING, EXCITING, JOYFUL, and AMAZING THING HAS HAPPENED TO ME THESE PAST FEW DAYS!!!! =D I don't want to say what it is, because I haven't told any of my friends and family about it yet... So I don't want my friends finding out over a blog post and I want to tell them and my family to there faces before I say what it is here. Just know that it's UNBELIEVABLY GREAT!!!! I won't fully believe it though until I see it in person... but for now I have great hopes! =)Something like this has happened to me before, but I was deeply burned... So sense I'm stupid enough to fall into it again I just hope it actually works out this time. Well... I've gtg. TTYLZ PEOPLEZ!!!! ChibiSukie signing out!

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